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after all, it's a small worldFirst meeting for Old Times today, getting a little more excited about it. Trying to find a way to get inside this character. So far this play excites me intellectually, but not emotionally. That's a little dangerous, but I'm moving closer to finding a human being in there.
I'm feeling weird and a bit lonely and confused.
DUDE! There's this girl that I don't really know, but have come to know over the past few months via email and diaries. The parallels in our lives are somewhat creepy and fun, and make me realize what a tiny tiny world this is. And somehow it also makes me think that I can find something in common with anyone, if I look hard enough.
Last night was contemplative and eye-opening. I had a small party/barbeque thing, but I spent a good chunk of time in my head, watching from a detached POV. Definitely had fun, and was still *involved*, but thinking a lot. Maybe more on that later...