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Winter Wonderland. Bah.So we're getting totally dumped with snow right now. The first of the year, and it's a biggie. Supposed to get up to 18 inches tonight! Our show this morning was cancelled, which is funny cause it hadn't even started snowing yet! Schools are weird...
Will and Sandie are all excited, saying how beautiful it is. I dunno, I guess it's nice, but I've never been that happy to see snow. Maybe when I was little, I suppose, but now it just seems like a hassle. I feel like such a Scrooge. In general, I really hate cold weather. I need to live somewhere warmer - unfortunately, I haven't come up with a place that I actually want to live that has a more pleasant climate. LA has never been an option for me - I *don't* want to be a part of the Hollywood scene, I couldn't stand how fake it can be.
Gee. How exciting. I'm on a posting frenzy lately - I guess I'm bored.
MAJOR MAIL today! Yippee! I got a letter & graduation announcement from Carrie, my roommate from this summer. Hadn't heard from her in months, and she seems to be doing great, still with the boy Jeff who stole her heart and made her quit the Air Force! (I think she is my ONLY friend EVER who did something military, that was kinda interesting - but obviously she wasn't meant to do it after all) She's headed back to Montana soon, and will be there for who knows how long, I assume through the summer again at least. I'd love to be able to hang out with her for another summer...we'll see...
AND
I got a "care package" from my grandma!!! So very very sweet - massive amounts of chocolate and cookies and hot cocoa, and tea, and Nutella (mmmmm), etc etc etc. Trying to fatten me up for the winter, I guess. Great. Such a wonderful thought though. Made my day after I came back from my doctor's appt. today (see previous entry for exciting details...hahaha).
I feel like I should be writing something more profound, these are all pretty mundane life events...I have been doing a good amount of soul-searching these days, but I can't write about everything on here. Some thoughts I just have to keep to myself. I guess that's the lame thing about having a diary that everyone knows about. Maybe I should start a totally anonymous one too. Is that the first sign of addiction? Shouldn't I be able to work out my issues on my own, without sharing them online with whoever passes by???
I need to do some Christmas shopping, but this year it just feels like a big hassle and not much else. I have so little money, and not much more motivation or time. Perhaps I should come up with some creative gifts, though as much as I wish I was I've never been very inspired to do such things. It's funny - I've recently gotten more and more generous with random gifts (especially CDs - when I think of something that a friend really needs, I love to surprise them with it) but when under pressure at Christmas I lose interest.
Bah. Humbug.